Birthdays and the new year invite us to pause, carry forward what matters, release what no longer serves, and live with intention.

Sometimes, you have to look back —not to dwell, but to honour. Over the past 10 years, I’ve authored books, hosted a global talk show, started a podcast, travelled the world, birthed a family, and built Sanctuary from my own ashes. But some days, it still feels like I haven’t done enough.

Being the first to walk an uncharted path is powerful—but also quietly lonely. This blog explores the hidden weight of being the “first” in family, marriage, business, and health, and the courage it takes to lead without a blueprint. A reflection on legacy, vulnerability, and hope for the generations to come.

On this Easter Sunday, I reflect on the question of faith and the moments—unexpected and sacred—that have shaped my belief.

Sometimes, we need to trust the fall—let go, surrender control, and believe that everything will work out for our good.